[	Current Mood	|	weee!	]
[	Current Music	|	Streetlight Manifesto - we are the few	]

Wow! Ska is Dead was so much fun! I knew it was gonna be awesome when I got Dan and Gerry's autographs on my ska is dead poster.God, it was awesome

It was really hot.I got sweaty pretty fast.But I had a great time.Thanks so much Johnson for the ticket! Mu330 was awesome! They started just like their cd. It was hilarious.We were in the front most of the time except I got moved back a little bit when Streetlight came on.They were amazing!

I danced a little bit during a Streetlight song.I forgot which song it was but I had the greatest time.Much love to everyone who was there and whoever I spent time with.Oh wow the Big Sleep...

[	Current Mood	|	gloomy	]
[	Current Music	|	Nirvana - sappy	]

I thought of Nibbles today.

For those of you who never knew him...he was my hamster.Best darn pet ever.I remember watching him on his wheel...running.And when he ran,its as if he was telling me..."Linda,don't ever give up on anything.Don't ever stop."

How cute.I miss my hamster.He bit me.He bit Alex.He peed on Iliana.We tossed him around...and the day he died,I went with him. Or her...whatever it was.

[	Current Mood	|	giggly	]
[	Current Music	|	Blood Brothers - My First Kiss at the Public Execution	]

Wow...the Blood Brothers show was amazing.

I had a fucking wonderful time. Even though through the first 3 songs I was trying not to get eaten alive by the crowd...I still had a blast.We got there late and we missed the first bands but we still had a great time. Johnson went! I didnt even know he had a ticket! Me and Michelle kicked it with him most of the time.Everyone got separated... and they didnt play many songs...but it was still fucking rad.

Word around the grapevine is that Cynthia's in town!1!!11

[	Current Mood	|	good	]
[	Current Music	|	the Smashing Pumpkins - Thirty Three	]

Wow its February already.How lame is that? Its 10 more days till Valentines day and I dont have a Valentine, just like last year. Oh man....I am reminded of how last years Valentines day post was...it makes me sad and pissed at the same time.

I miss Cynthia and Danielle...I really wish they would visit or something. Please come visit soon!

Well, last week I got into an argument with my dad about how I cant spend the night at my friendsss houses.He was right.I argued and argued and I knew I was going too far...then he threw the remote control and he broke it  (I fixed it) and he threatened me with the usual..." Im going to take away the computer" or " Im going to cancel Hawaii for you, I dont care if I lose the money..." Of course I apologized because it was true.Ive been doing so much.I hardly concentrated on my school work...no wonder Im gonna get shitty grades! oh and just because my I told my dad I wont go out as much, it doesnt mean Im not gonna go out at all! I need to be around my friends Enough said.Im tired.

p.s I saw Jose today!

[	Current Mood	|	excited	]
[	Current Music	|	Ima Robot - Alive	]

Well, this post wont be as dramatic as my last post. I feel alot better. Still a bit tired but Im sure thats normal.

I had a pretty cool weekend. Hung out with Bree,Marisa,Ashley,Michelle,homie and Julia. Went to Arrys and I have yet another memory to add to my collection of weird/stupid moments at Arrys. This time its called the " Dont waste the ketchup" inciddent. The other time it was " Spill all your food over the floor" inciddent. God those fools are such assholes! Just because I wanted to draw on the paper with ketchup that guy has to call me over and tell me not to waste the ketchup.What a bitch!

But yeah...

[	Current Mood	|	tired	]
[	Current Music	|	codename: Rocky - the World to Lose	]

Ok something's up.Im not feeling too good.This whole week Ive been really tired,but I havent been doing anything.Everyday afterschool Ive been going home almost right away.Unless theres drumline practice.Everyday this week Ive fallen asleep during 6th.Not just a couple of minutes but the whole class.Im scared.I think Im in a slump.I feel really tired everyday.
Everyday no one has been really talking to me for some reason.Everyones usually coupled up and stuff.
Yes I have tried talking to him but...Im scared.I dont even want to make eye contact with him.

Yeah Im finally feeling pretty lonely.I never really cared about stuff like that but now...its weird.I feel completly left out!But then I feel like Im not good enough to have a guy. I cant really picture me getting all lovey - dovey with a guy and you probably cant either.I feel all...eh.Ughhh! I dont like talking about this for shit but its really getting to me now.I probably wont talk about this at school,but I'll do it on lj or online.Chances are I wont want to talk about this at school.